brokenspirit1

     Hi. I am a 27 year old mother of 3. I have always done well in school and worked hard despite chronic depression and other issues. I have never had a driver's liscense due to the fear of getting in an accident because of the medications I take.To top it off I just got diagnosed with Narcolepsy this Spring. Despite my problems I have always tried to work hard and be as independant as possible. I was in school for nursing while working part time as a C.N.A. Although I paid my own family members to drive me to and from work with money I didn't have   they got sick of it and stopped even though I would say sorry and always make it up to them some how by cooking or cleaning. I seriously hate to ask or bother people with my problems but I am so desperate I think this site (hopefully is God's Divine Hand reaching out to me.) I was just recently employed at a daycare center down the street that was in walking distance and it was nice because I could bring my kids there ,needless to say my narcolepsy and that job did not make a good combination and I was falling asleep standing up and sent home constantly. I do not want to get disability or anthing like that what I need is advice or help ora miracle because I'm raising 3 kids, family has the means to help but won't , i can't get loans because my credit is shot due to the fact my mother put bills in my name when I was a minor. All my utilities except water is going to get shut off and I will probably be evicted out on the streets. My ex-husband fled to NewFoundland to avoid child support and is working for cash. I have 0 help there are no buslines by me I cannot work,go to school,and raise 3 kids single with no job and Narcolepsy. The one person that was always there for me (grandma Olson) passed away a few years ago. I am so scared and so desperate I pay every night that if something would happen to change my life so I can give my children a stable future I would help others and people who are desperate. I am a giving person as much as I can be with what I have. I have never been in trouble with the law or harmed anyone..I just don't unerstand. I am venting right now so those who have been patient God Bless You! If I got donations of atleast 2.00 from people who can understand I would be so grateful. I am so worn out-need a break from hecticness some day.